Tony,

It IS so hard to understand why God allows some people to be healed of difficult diseases and not others. All I can think of in times like this--Kristy Dykes was a dear friend to me--is to say to God, "Lord, I don't understand at all. But I trust You. I have nowhere else to go but You."

Blessings on your continued journey. I am still praying for you.

~ Brandilyn